A Healing For Steve
7/16/10
Lynne, a great friend of mine, and I did a healing on Steve. I met Steve at a store where he worked. He helped me for hours that day with a complicated project of mine. He was incredibly patient and caring and I felt fortunate to have had such a knowledgeable and good person to get me through the project.
Ten days later when the thing I ordered was ready, another man, George, was there when I went in to do the pick up. When I got there we talked a bit and I mentioned how nice and helpful Steve was. And he let it slip that Steve was actually homeless. Without a moment’s hesitation I told George to let Steve know that if he needed a place to stay, temporarily, he could stay with me.
Steve did in fact come and stay for 2 -3 days a week for the first couple of months, as he had somewhere else to stay the other days. Right away though, I noticed the smell of alcohol on him. And when the time was right I asked Steve about it. He was completely honest with me and told me he had a problem with alcohol. We agreed that he would not stay with me while drinking as I wasn’t comfortable with that. This restriction for him turned out to work perfectly, as he had already decided to go off drinking that day. He told me he has periods where he dries out and he had just started one.
Of course we hardly knew each other and there was an awkwardness about it all. But over the weeks he came 2 or 3 days at a time and we got to know each other a little. Slowly we felt more comfortable with each other. Then over the Christmas holidays I didn’t see him for 3 weeks – he was with a cousin much of the time. Yet we would talk from time to time and he told me he was drinking again. We both knew he wouldn’t be back until he was ready to do the dry out again.
Then it was that time. I picked him up on a Saturday after work and he was in really bad shape. He was shaking like a leaf and felt terrible. I hadn’t seen him this bad ever before. He hadn’t eaten all day and had been losing weight. He was a shadow of the Steve from just 3 to 4 weeks earlier. He went right to the room when we got here and wouldn’t even eat anything, as he felt so sick. The next day, though he hardly slept all night, off he went back to work still reeking of alcohol. I wondered how he was going to handle work while his whole body was going through the DTs. However, he was beyond lucky because not one customer came into the store that day or the next 2 days.
When Steve finally was feeling better and had started to eat again I finally had a chance to tell him a little of what I do in the metaphysical arena. This led to my offering to do a healing on him with Lynne. Even though he hardly knew me and had no idea what he was getting into he still said yes. The next day Lynne came over, we set up the table and just began the hands-on healing we do, using the techniques the Higher Selves have taught us. Lynne is an extraordinary psychic and healer. We work well together in that we both have different strengths; and hers are impressive. Right from the beginning she named pattern after pattern she saw, beginning with the violent shaking that was coming from the physical body. He was no longer actually shaking as his detox had progressed enough, but she felt it still happening in the energy fields. So we started there, neutralizing that pattern, and then moved on to deeper and deeper layers. I had hardly told Lynne anything about Steve but she knew him intimately by tuning in. Lynne always amazes me!
Also, Lynne felt that Steve had been waiting for the healing. He was so ready for it and for the next hour he took the information and energy in fully. He still didn’t really understand it consciously but we could tell he was accepting and using it big time. I felt strongly that he has a big destiny pattern sometime in the future and that our meeting was definitely co-created and meant to help both of us. I mean, how often do you barely meet someone and then offer your home to a virtual stranger? Yet it was clear to me that there would be no problem doing that. And the fact that he was completely honest about his drinking problem from the first moment was also amazing to me. He could have tried to hide it out of shame or denial. So we started out trusting each other at such a deep level that trust lead both of us to this healing.
Steve is now living elsewhere and has continued to have problems with work issues and other things. But there have been definite shifts in his life. He has now connected with friends and is not so alone or isolated. We are rarely in touch now but the bond between us is as strong as ever. Steve will always have a place in my heart as I learned that the little things can have profound effects.
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Rationalizations born from the Victim Pattern
6/15/10
Have you seen “Defiance”, the movie starring Daniel Craig as one of four brothers during World War II that save over 1200 Jews from being killed by the Germans? The movie didn’t do well at the box office but I’ve always been deeply interested in WWII so I wanted to see it. It is based on a true story and it was very moving.
When I got the chance, I went out for a walk before it got dark in order to do a healing on all the souls involved in the Nazi versus Jews part of the war. After Amalgamating with my Pure Soul Essence and the Higher Selves, I began the healing by asking that everyone in WWII that played out the victim role be put into the Healing Circle (the symbolic but very real focus of 5th Dimensional healing energy that works to create a state of perfect balance for anything/anyone placed within it). I worked on neutralizing all the hurt, pain, victim patterns, misunderstandings, misconceptions, hate, revenge, guilt, shame, false beliefs, limiting truths, despair, grief, judgments, lack of forgiveness, and much more that all the victims held at the unconscious level. At the same time, I sent them the Divine Energies of Higher Heart Consciousness, Divine Love, Divine Forgiveness, Hope, Faith, Courage, Joy, Understanding, Balance & Harmony and Inner Peace, just to name a few.
Then, while that work was going on, I called in all the souls that played out the victimizer role in that war. I asked the Higher Selves to also neutralize the anger, hate, shame, guilt, misconceptions, judgments, lack of forgiveness, false beliefs, etc. that lead them to play out this part of the dynamic. I also sent them the Divine Energies of Higher Heart Consciousness, Divine Love, Divine Forgiveness, Hope Faith, Inner Peace and Divine Wisdom to help them heal this victimizer pattern at the soul level.
After both those groups were finished, I called in all modern day terrorists. It was clear that some of these came from both camps of WWII. Some souls who were WWII victims had given birth to great hate in those lifetimes, returning with the unconscious desire for revenge or retribution. Some souls who had been the victimizers in that war still carried the same hate pattern and misconceptions that they had had before. So I worked on these modern day terrorists as well – the same neutralizations and the same Divine Energies were supplied.
When I was done, I realized my heart chakra was hurting me. This signifies to me that there is something underneath that I am carrying and that it is also ready to be released and neutralized. In that moment, I knew that I had been one of those in the Victim group of WWII. So when I did the healing for the victims, I had been receiving the energies as well. So in consciousness, now I began adding my Pure Soul Essence Light to neutralize any residual issues still to be addressed. And slowly, I felt the pattern release when it was drawn out of my heart chakra area and was absorbed into my Pure Soul Essence Light.
Of course I knew I had a victim pattern – and had worked on it many times over the years – but now I was thrilled to be getting down to the core of it. I had often wondered if my deep interest in WWII (from childhood) had meant that I had actually died in the war. And now, I felt strongly that I had. However, that wasn’t all… What happened next was wonderful…
At this point, I had a huge insight and suddenly saw that my victim pattern was part of a self-sabotage pattern that I experienced from time to time. That was a shock. I’d never thought of that before! I could see that there were times when I would say to myself, “I deserve to take it easy now… I worked so hard today/yesterday/whenever…” and then I would just do nothing! What I hadn’t realized before was there was an implied “poor me” thought behind it all. Poor me (my unconscious was saying), I had to work soooo hard, I deserve to do nothing/to waste my time watching TV, etc. Yes, maybe I had worked so hard, but that didn’t have to mean “poor me”. Yet that has been there more times than not and I hadn’t even realized it. So I continued to work on neutralizing the habit imprint and the thought form of “poor me” in order to neutralize the core of my victim pattern. I now look forward to fewer rationalizations and more productivity!
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Gwen's Biopsy
4/13/10
Gwen’s (a good friend) biopsy results just came back. She has 3 spots of cancer in her breast – stage one. We don’t know yet what the course of treatment will be for her but the news was devastating to my friend, Lynne (my partner, with whom I perform healings).
When we first heard that her mammogram showed 2 spots of cancer present, we immediately offered to do a healing on her. She had a biopsy scheduled for a couple of weeks later and we wanted the best results for her with it.
During the healing both Lynne and I saw the cancer disappear. Since I don’t often get “in the moment” information, I was excited to get the visual of the tumor crystallizing and then getting absorbed by Gwen’s own light. I thought for sure that the biopsy would show no cancer and that the healing had taken her out of the woods. Lynne also got similar information – that Gwen’s cancer was cured.
Then the biopsy results came in. The cancer was still there and she had 3 spots, not 2. I was confused by what I had gotten and was not sure what was up with my misinterpretation of the symbol I had been shown. But Lynne, who has been a healer for many years more years than I and who is also an accomplished psychic, fell apart. She went into a state of despair and questioned herself and her abilities, not understanding at all why she was so wrong in her interpretation. It was upsetting for me to see her so shaken. So I asked the Higher Selves for some understanding.
The Higher Selves explained several things. First, there is no reason for negative self-judgment, they explained. We had gotten information and as it processed through us, it was skewed by our experiences and emotions and came out the other side having the flavor of accuracy but was misunderstood in its perfection. Always, bottom line, we are interpreters and only can do the best we can. Of course, this was an opportunity for us to work to neutralize the factors that lead us to misinterpret the information. And the next night, during our Friday Group, we did just that.
What we had been shown was the healing at the etheric level. And we saw properly that Gwen had accepted the healing energy. However, what Lynne and I had not kept in mind was the fact that the physical body is very dense and that the etheric healing most times takes time to be absorbed and utilized by the body. The cancer will be cured – this isn’t about Gwen dying. But because the cancer has actually manifested itself in the body she will need the medical treatment to slow the course of the disease so that the etheric healing will have time to move into place. The Higher Selves have told us that by the time a disease has manifested it is running at a higher rate of speed than the etheric energies can deal with. The benefit of the medical industry is that their work can slow the course of a problem in the physical, thereby allowing the spiritual healing time to catch up and manifest. This was the case with Gwen. What we missed was the proper timing.
The Higher Selves also told me that there were more results than just what we had focused on for Gwen. When you work on neutralizing the negatives and empowering the positives what happens is that the shift brings in more of the positive in the life. These shifts are often difficult to recognize as being a result of a healing. And the Higher Selves were clear that there were results we hadn’t realized. The healing helped Gwen to immediately find the oncologist she is so thrilled with and also helped with the discovery of the 3rd very tiny spot of cancer that, if undetected, could have been problematic. It helped with her fear factor, enabling her to deal with this news and the upcoming tough time more easily.
Yes, having cancer is a huge blow. But healings are never wasted and can make a huge difference. A blow can mean you are down for the count and never get up or it can mean that getting up is not as difficult as all that. And you also end up learning not only how to avoid a blow again but how to deal with the current blow more easily and effortlessly and with less emotional upheaval. We all have inner resources and strengths that we don’t know we have.
There is one more factor that is important here. As healers we can only provide the energy. It is up to the other person to make the decision to use it and be healed. This may sound like an excuse but it truly is the basic tenet for the Human Kingdom Universe. We are all responsible for our lives. Self-responsibility is what we are all here to learn in the Free Will Human Kingdom. So even though it would feel nice to take credit for someone being healed we can only take credit for giving someone the energy and the support during their process. Understanding self-responsibility also can help us when something tough comes up in our lives. It helps us keep the focus where it needs to be – inside us not outside – in order to do the work that shifts our life to bringing the opportunities, answers and resolutions that we want.
We will continue to work on Gwen to help her facilitate the process as much as possible. Her life is not over. In some ways, it is a beginning, a new chapter that will lead to improvement in areas she can’t see now.
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Divine Possibilities
3/22/10
I decided to ask the Higher Selves about a relationship that had been predicted for a long time by my psychic friend, Robert. Robert is more than a beginner in his readings but still needs practice. So we both benefit from these readings. This time, in a reading I had just a couple of months ago, Robert gave me again the prediction that a man is to come into my life – the same man that he had began telling me about at least 3 years ago. And because the ‘arrival’ continued not to happen, Robert would explain in the next reading the why behind the delay yet he was steadfast in his assurance that he would come in at some point. This time he said there is great certainty around his coming into my pattern in March of this year.
In fact, I haven’t minded waiting for him. I have been so very busy that the time goes by quickly. And I have often had a worry that perhaps a man coming into my life might take me off my destiny path. So I felt that as the months go by, I would get closer and closer to manifesting the destiny and would be so grounded in that path that no man could pull me from it. And I also felt that once I got out into the world more, that I would certainly have an opportunity to meet someone!
But this time, I asked the Higher Selves about it. And they recommended that I don’t lock into this mate. He may or may not come in but I was not to lock into it. They said that the action of locking into him would limit the possibilities of my destiny pattern. I was confused by that so they had me move into the energy of Divine Possibilities – an energy I’ve never heard of or worked with before. So I called it in and moved into it. Immediately I saw myself with various paths going forward into the future. There was one path, large and powerful moving directly in front of me…. I could tell it was the path of my Highest Ideal and of my Divine Plan. There were other paths that branched off to the sides. These were definitely more limited in scope and possibility, though not necessarily, bad paths. But they didn’t carry the possibility for infinite potential. The Higher Selves told me that in this moment my potential destiny is growing and is not limited. However, they said if I lock a specific life pattern, whether with this man or locking into any outcome in life, I am in effect putting limitations on my future. At that moment, from the gut level, I realized that my destiny path is more important to me than anything else… even having a relationship. Not locking into this or any other relationship does not mean I won’t have one. It means only that by being centered in the now, the future is open to infinite possibilities.
The next day, I saw Robert and told him about the energy. We decided to both try to get more information on it. And a couple days after that, when I was walking I went into that energy of Divine Possibilities again for a brief moment. It was interesting… the pathway that had been in front of me before which represented the Divine Will pathway was much, much larger this time. It dominated the scene and though I didn’t get any information on it, I felt as if my decision not to lock into a relationship long term with the man Robert told me about, was why the unlimited Destiny Path shifted to this more dominant place. It was exciting and I continue to use the energy over and over. You can do it too. Just Amalgamate (see the Amalgamation statement on the Newsletter banner) and ask to stand in the center of Divine Possibilities. Enjoy!
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